Monday, July 29, 2013
MY COLUMN THIS WEEK IS ABOUT ME & LOVE & DIVORCE, DEVASTATION, LONELINESS, PAIN & THEN TRUE LOVE!
he insists they belong To one another, and he has the right to know her every move throughout the day. She tells him she cannot continue being with him if he continues to act this way; He must realize his controlling ways and change, or she will end their life together. He apologizes, promises that he will change, and the two of them will remain forever. She gives him another chance and meets him that night, he then displays his violent side, Almost hurting her, she becomes afraid of him seeing how dangerous and that he has lied. Feeling helpless with him in front of her, he begins to back away and cries he did not mean to Both weeping, he turns to walk away leaving her there while she cries out, how could you? .
February 2009, after losing my husband to divorce of being together right at five years and being completely devastated by the shock of reality, I became so very lonely and the pain was almost too much to handle. We weren’t having any problems, so the divorce took me completely by surprise. The Valentine’s commercials were hurting me even more. I decided to go online and create a profile on a dating website. I knew that someone out there was hurting just like me. I found him, that very night.
I soon began talking to a man who was lost as I was, who felt the pain that I felt. We fall for each other, someway of lust over love. We began seeing each other often and soon talked of moving in together. Nothing we planned ever seemed to work out for us. Our families were against our relationship. Distance of 126 miles also played a part in our deciding where we should live. We couldn’t agree on much and time soon decided that we couldn’t be as happy together as we thought. We would separate after fights, exchange nasty words, and there was even physical violence. We brought out the worst in each other, but still we couldn’t stay away from each other. It was if we were addicted to each other then we both would become toxic from each other. It was almost deadly at times.
June 1, 2013, I had enough and we separated for the final time. There was no going back after this time. I was scared but I knew I couldn’t continue living this way. June 3, 2013, was the best decision I made when I allowed a friend to come over to visit with me. We’ve been inseparable ever since. Life is going good finally. I just hope my MS would behave better! Don’t we all wish that??
~ Katrina A. Taylor
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